i'm starting to really fall for him<3.

today was fun. meg, ash, and bert came over. my 3 best friends. i love them. it was crazy. ash had a spaz on us, let me just say fist fight. then jay<33 and barry came up and we went out. it started snowing all heavy and we heard we had off from some crazy old lady haha. we got almost killed. some guy threatend to show my camera up barry's ass. a snow plow almost ran me over. oh, and some other person threatend to beat jay and bee's asses. haha. then we got to my house, but the streets were flooded. i got wet.

beautiful shannon sent me a letter when i saw the envelope i cried. i miss her so much. she's my babydoll for life. lolol chikee and turkkee for life. she can't visit spring break, i'm heartbroken. but im going up there for a long weekend in march, so it's all good. arizona's lucky.



meg, bert, me && ash. my bestfriends.

lmao. bittttch.

i love this picture. props to beep bop.

lolol. beebop

hehe. bite me bitch.

zaccy poo owns my heart.

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hey there. today was a better day. bert, meg + maricel make me smile.
<3
pssh. i need a super cute guy though.

i have barely anything to look forward to
1. bright eyes concert.
2. spring break with shannon.
3. summertimesummertime.
4. ? boo.






^ that's christopher. me - ow.

edit!!: zacc i can't wait till summer.<33 i wana see you so fucking bad and everything. i loveeee you zacccy. =]

goo to beautiful zacs site..

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hey. i feel like really writing how i feel. hm, lately there's just no point. i mean.. i have nothing to wake up for. i go to school, get insulted, pushed around. i don't know. sometimes i want to stop trying. people are so close-minded. no one reads deeper into anything. it's like the outer-apperance is all that matters. you have to be like every one else, or you have to try to be different. i hate it. it's amazing the things people will say. people don't realize one single thing could ruin a person's whole outlook on them. i think i should start keeping a real diary. some stuff's to personal to post on here.</3



<3 thanks to everyone who says such sweet things. it's so nice. and it really does make me feel better.


megan, i love you so much. thanks for everything today. i feel so much closer to you<33 i know i can talk to you now. i hope that things get better for you. were gona get through this meg.

edit;

this is a picture of me + shannon last summer. you don't even understand shannon. i miss you so much. my life  has changed incredibly since you moved. i need my best friend back. it will never be the same. everythings harder. there's no one to stick up for me, or tell me it's gona be okay. i need you shann.. i fucking hate it here without you.</3 i want to move to arizona more then anything.